Change of company,decision and booze..

The greatest discovery during the evolution of mankind is booze.It gives Man all the fake power to speak, let the things out of his heart.
On monday... I met one of my frens to discuss about my decision of change of comapny..We talked about many things.. i ll just put some main conversation between us.
Me: hey wassaa sss?
sss: am good, how r u?

Me : Its good to see u..
sss: Same here da.. wat happend to your hairstyle..?
Me: new look for new company.. its bad, isnt it.?sss: Actually it is..

[some blah blah..... continued.]

sss: Why did u join service based comapny.
Me: I dont knw da..I wanted to change from the old company thts it.

sss: Why u wanted to change?
Me: Got bored with my daily routine of goin to the same company.. So.. And more over the company I am joining s a good comapny..

sss: There is nothing like a "good company".. all are same.. that too services.. you are so dead..
Me: May be it is.. This time I am choosing death.. That matters.

sss: Its the booze talking .. Your talkin rubbish again. You cant make any frens in services.. Everyone will be busy saving there a**.
Me: I have joined here not to make any frens.. I already have frens.

sss: You have no clue how your life s gonna be.? You have taken a wrong decision. You will understand it soon.Me : Wat ever...

1st day at 2nd company

Trip to koramangala started from CV Raman Nagar at 8.45.. And it took one complete hour to reach xxxx.
On the way i used all my "F" words, and hindi versions of it. coz the traffic wass very slow moving and irritating.

I had a hard time convincing the security guard that am a employee.. finally he allowed me to park in the first floor of the paking area.

I submitted all my docs, including the relieving letter from the yyyy.
The HR came with the pile of forms.. to be precise 24 pages..
I had a mild heart attack , was lost in my pain of filling all those forms..
then suddenly the girl who sat next to me in the conf room (btw 4 more people joined with me).
asked some doubt. I gave her one of my "ur asking the wrong person smile".
About the documents.. champ helped me again (Thanks champ :-)). I successfully filled all the forms in some 1 1/2 hour and later i realised that i have written my name 15 times, address 10 times, and about my previous company 5 times.

The good thting abt xxxx is its cafetaria, is a decent one with a TV in it.
The cafetaria becomes sports room during tea time, I went alone as all the other new joinees refused to take a tea brk
I went alone and saw some gangs there.. was lost in some emotional feeling for 2 mins, I missed all of you.

They gave me a new system,a pen,a notepad and a water bottle with my name written on it.
Met my manager for 5 mins.. He is a pleasant guy.


But guys this time I am not making any move on anyone or even trying to flirt coz i dont want the history to repeat. :)
I will just be a good guy who just works n comes back home.

So thts all was my experience on the first day.

dedication

The first post is dedicated to Linkin Park...

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I�m picking me apart again
You all assume
I�m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don�t want to be the one
The battles always choose
�Cause inside I realize
That I�m the one confused

I don�t know what�s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don�t know why I instigate
And say what I don�t mean
I don�t know how I got this way
I know it�s not alright
So I�m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I�ll paint it on the walls
�Cause I�m the one at fault
I�ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don�t know what�s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don�t know how I got this
I�ll never be alright
So I�m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight